this has been the most painful ride.yes ive realised it now but i guess it is just too late.if i were to be given another chance to prove this,i swear i will but its too latr cos u gave up.everyone wants me to be strong but the fact is i cant and everyday im actually faking it.if i was born with no religion,with no family this high building could actually take me off from the pain.i never wanted this to end.never.i love you and its too strong to let go.i dont regret the chances i made for myself and if i know thts the last kiss i would want it to be longer.i dont know how to face this,how to go through my everyday life and will i ever survive throughout the whole journey.i do not want this god.i really dont.please dont give up.not just yet.i love you.i love you.

in some other areas i do it better thn u n im proud of dat..

we used to talk one the phone all night.

Ego is a social fiction for which one person at a time gets all the blame.

imdrained!!!!

I will always love u…

Silence doesnt mean i dont care…i took ur every words… sometimes it will just feel good if u stop looking into the things i didnt do or havent do..u r not the only one who always care..u r not perfect either..

Look into the things ive did and done..

Hashim

U watch me grow..u gave me love..u gave me support..my pillar..u thought me to be strong..even for a very short while in my life..never have i forget yr smile,ur laughter..u thought me how to sing..we sang together..u on ur keyboard n im ur singer..u will always tell me how beautiful i am..u unite us..u bond us..i can still remember when i came bck hme frm school i will always take the chance to sleep beside u..i miss dat..i miss everything..now im all grown up..u dont get to watch me grow to a young women..i met a great guy n how i wish i get to meet him..i noe somehow u are watching over me,watching us..i miss u alot..n i will forever love u..

Sometimes it seems like its mine to blame Sometimes it hurts to feel useless Sometimes i can just never be like you..